PROFILE

SHAKIR MADE IT!
IM SO PROUD OF MY ARCHITECT- TO-BE!
teeheeheee.




So guess what i did at work today!
i decorated the toilet!
hah!
in usual circumstance i would enjoy doing such. since i love decorating.. but in my current work situation, i felt like dirt. doing all the dirty work no one else wants to do.
but no matter how degraded i felt. i gave my heart to it. and i have to say.. it was NICE.
even my heartless boss said so. (tat was probably not sincere.)
but my colleagues loved it. so I'm happy.
the theme was 'under the sea' ( it reminds me of the little mermaid)
anyhoots... as most of u might or might not expect.. i spend the whole day (10am-5.30pm excluding a 1hr lunch break) in a HUMONGOUS toilet... decorating.
ALONE!
(those who might be interested to view my masterpiece or considering an interior designer for your toilet, you can view my display at JGC evans. HAHA!)

so in the mist of tat quality time i spend by myself.
my mind wondered....


this was what i wondered bout....

1. How does a transsexual decide which toilet to go to?

i mean... if you look like a guy and u think u are guy... but by fact u are not a guy.. and u are a girl. HOW?! i would think it would be a very tough decision. that OR... it can be really easy! they can go to both! one day the mens the next the ladies.. HAHA! COOL!



(the things u think about after spending the WHOLE ENTIRE day in the TOILET. HAHA!)



so the next part of my life today... which started at approximately... 5.45pm.
I WAS DONE WITH WORK.
and due to the fact tat I've not spend quality time wit my family, i finally did! TODAY!
we decided to EAT! (the families' favourite pastime)
at newton.
and we ordered a buffet of dishes.
there was chili crab, rojak, kangkong, fired buns, bbq tiger prawns and steamed fish!
i could have sworn, i ate like i never ate b4.
we ordered so much... the makcik tot that i was celebrating my birthday! HAHA!
the makcik was friendly. not the scary friendly. more of the welcoming, comforting friendly.
so yeah after ALL that, we went to the nearest mosque to do our prayers.
and i just have to mention tis visit to the mosque because.. it is a VERY interesting mosque!
apparently, the mosque was established by Nabi Muhammad's cucu! Nabi Muhammad s.a.w CUCU was in SINGAPORE! can you believe it?! (I'm prolly thinking you reading this won't find it as intriguing as i do.. but yeah!) so that was tat!


now, let me move on to my next wonder of the day.
so we headed home.
and i turned the TV on.
guess what was on!!
VICTORIA SECRETS!
( i see all the guys go YEY! HAHA!)
so usually i dun watch the show.. but this time round i just HAD to because JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE PERFORMED!
DAMN was he GREAT! his moves were superb!
lucky HIM! being on the same stage as 15? gorgeous, HOT, half-naked models?!
dun you guys out there just WISH u were in his situation!?

alright alight... so while in the mist of admiring JT moves to my personal favorite, "my love"
this POP in my mind...


2. What exactly makes a model!?

they get paid MILLIONS to wear designer ed clothing and be pretty! and not to mentioned admired my BILLIONS! OUCH! so there might be more challenges to being a model. some might say it takes skills.. but really!? how much skills do u need!? all you gotta be is skinny, pretty and tall! to walk on a runway and be pretty aint tat hard... even a FAT, short women can do tat. the question is... is she confident enough to do that. and would she be appreciated by the masses? the world can be quite unfair sometimes.


OKAY! i guess I'm done for today. HAHA!
This is probably the most opinionated and longest entry i have ever written!
and for those who actually reach tis point of my entry! WHOA!
im impressed!
CONGRATULATION!


HAHA!

have a funky Sunday everyone!
:]

For at least a decade of experiencing a spoilt, highly pampered and spoon feed life..
the enrolment package from SP shocked the living daylights of me.
1st and for most it was prolly the thickest letter i ever got addressed in my name!
and of cos what comes along side was a whole lot of forms and CONFUSIONS!
from the moment i emptied the envelope, i realise from this day on.. I'm on my own.
I've gotta be independent. and take initiative.
i have to say for the past years I've been in primary and secondary sch, life was pretty much easy cos only my parents had to deal wit matters related to sch. all i had to do was study. but now, it ain't just my parents. but me, myself and i have to get involve. in a way.. it makes me feel like a true adult. thou i have to say... it is pretty sudden. however, i do think i need to BUCK UP BUCKAROO!! yep i do. and I've not heard of any riversidians attending the same course as me. WHAT UP!? haha!


no matter... liyana will survive.





HAHA!


im awaiting what is installed for me in poly!
hmmmmm.....




OOOOWEEEEE!

I'm amazed by the power of a single piece of cake.
Due to my highly stressful week, I've realise tat a simple piece of chocolate cake can actually do wonders.
i thank the soul who invented... CAKE.
the sweet-ness of the world.

talking bout cakes.. i feel like having carrot cake OR NY/OREO CHEESE CAKE or perhaps..... chocolate cake layered wit thick chocolate cream and rainbow sprinkles. :]
anyone?
HAHA!

sometimes the simplest things in life is the most rewarding.



to a friend who was apparently UTTERLY offended by the fact i failed to link him, look!! i link you liao! :]



have a wonderful-est day everyone.

when all the sweetness you once felt perishes...
you know you are in a messy situation.
at least i know i am.

i didnt know all this can hurt so bloody much.

the past two days has been a living nightmare.
work was demanding. the politics was beyond any control. PLUS a horrible heartless boss.
and all to think I'm working in an education center. where is the justification in that?
the sweetness of life tat i once felt perished into a black hole.

and as sad and pathetic as this will sound. i have no one to turn to.
no one to relate wit. no one to understand me.
for the past few months, this is by far the lowest i ever felt.
i hate this feeling. i hate it.


and thanks to Felicia's cake i was able to loose myself in a realm of craziness.
and i didn't let anything bother me.
tat was probably made possible due to the presence of alcohol in the cake.
(i ate the cake b4 i knew there was rum in it.)


i dun usually express myself like this to you my dear cyber diary. but I'm guessing whatever are u for. at least something to turn to in times like this.


as much as i wanted mass com to pick me, choose me, love me...
it didnt.
and as much as i want to say tat my hopes and dreams are shattered...
life goes on.
for wat is worth. everything happens for a reason.
i once recalled myself saying tat i will keep my options open and accept faith.

so the big question is...
am i up for integrated events and project management!?

hell yeah!


haha. sweet-ness. :]

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