Sunday, March 11, 2007 ( 7:59 PM )
the past two days has been a living nightmare.
work was demanding. the politics was beyond any control. PLUS a horrible heartless boss.
and all to think I'm working in an education center. where is the justification in that?
the sweetness of life tat i once felt perished into a black hole.
and as sad and pathetic as this will sound. i have no one to turn to.
no one to relate wit. no one to understand me.
for the past few months, this is by far the lowest i ever felt.
i hate this feeling. i hate it.
and thanks to Felicia's cake i was able to loose myself in a realm of craziness.
and i didn't let anything bother me.
tat was probably made possible due to the presence of alcohol in the cake.
(i ate the cake b4 i knew there was rum in it.)
i dun usually express myself like this to you my dear cyber diary. but I'm guessing whatever are u for. at least something to turn to in times like this.