PROFILE

it started with a cake.
it ends with a cake.

sound OH-SO juno?

HOHO.
NO..... i didnt get horny/curious and made love with a geek and get pregnant and decided to send my baby for adoption and in between find comfort in a mid-aged guy who thinks i like him and then find out what a big loser he was and realized i really really like the geek. BASICALLY, i stole the it started with a chair. it ended with a chair thing. OK?

HAHA.

but when im ready to revile it all.. you bet it is a story worth reading.
OK BYE(:

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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
(:




I'M STARTING TO FEEL.
AND I'M STARTING TO LISTEN TO SAPPY SONGS.
IS THERE SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME?
I THINK SO. :(

Because because
And when I'm tired, I'm so very tired
And when it's done, it's like I've killed someone

Because because
I'm weary of this melody
Because because
I want go get up off my knees
Because because
I'm tired of chasing you around
Because because
I'm lying prostrate on the ground
Because because
I'm sick of all the bones you throw
Because because
There's nothing from the seeds you sow
Because because
I can't remember why I'm here
Because because
It's all become so crystal clear


okay. im sorry for not being myself lately. its because because im not gonna say.


ANYHOOTS.........MUMMY said once i turn 18 i can learn how to drive!
CHEERS MUMMY! can i get a car too PLEASEEE...

HAHAHAHAHAHA(:

All have been fooled by your well-embellished lies and hypocritical statements.
yes, all of you are. even i was(:

I've learned recently to what extend a hypocrite can actually irritate the SHIT out of me.
and this is the part i would usually go:
"STOPPPPP ITT SIAA!! SERIOUS!"

OKAY. YOU TAKE A GOOD STOP AND STARE AT THAT AND WE MOVE ON.


Actually... i've nothing much to say than i'm disappointed.
FUCK FUCK FUCK DISAPPOINTED.
there i said it.

i should stop it here. cos REALLY ive been dwelling on this way too much.
OH SYYYHHTTTEEE!

OH HAPPY THOUGHTS HAPPY THOUGHTS!
im gonna do soccer, tennis, badminton, swimming, dancing, singing, drumming, tutoring, studying, PRAYING and everything else that could be worth my time.


BBBBBLLLLLLLAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"I dnt wan u to truely hurt or be terribly hurt.."
and then it hit me like a bullet shot.
thank you...


AND as silly as it sounds. and some of you would be like... "WTH!? COME ON LA.... DRAMA ONLY!" when we parted, i swear tears filled my eyes. I MISS HER MAD MAN. let's go play soccer! HAHA.



OH SAY WHAT YOU WANT TO SAY.
ONLY FEW PEOPLE CAN MAKE ME FEEL THIS WAY.
(:


HAPPY THOUGHTS HAPPY THOUGHTS.



NYEAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.


it has been ONE FREAKING MONTH since i last saw this CRAZY SAYANG.
and i'm glad she is still who she is ONE MONTH AGO(:
FTC!
HAHA.

yes.. i do love my acronym's(:

and... i CANNOT WAIT! CANNOT WAIT!
MY WAIT. MY ANTICIPATION... ITS OVER!
BECAUSE BECAUSE.............

AT EXACTLY 7.30PM @ boots and shoes, i will be meeting MY HUBBY!

see just how much i love her? HEHE.


OKOK. freak out for all i care.
YAY(:(:(:


AND THAT.. WAS ACTUALLY THIS.

I MISS THIS GIRLS. LIHUI! i will always remember you for this...
NI RANG WO XIN HUA NU FANG

you girls REALLY make my heart go bloom bloom. (:(:

OH LOOK OH LOOK! its me in uniform!
i bet you dun get to see THAT often.



the days that are over.
and MADLY MISSED.

i kinda miss this.....



BOO!
so who's my date?

oh be the bitch for all i care.
and say what you want to say.
cos there will be no one to ruin my days.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

and then........ it goes back to square one :(

HUH?
WHAT THE HELLLL......


okay. erase and rewind that.



YOU KNOW, I KNOW, I HAVE HONEST FUN WHENEVER I'M AROUND YOU.



days that are over.
BUT FUCK AWESOME!
and will remain in this puny little heart and mind.







clickONE
clickTWO
clickTHREE

you're definitely NOT the only one having fun.
(:
this was one of the conversations i had with apple bottom jeans and boots of furr designer today.

JX: oi! you self-obsessed retard!
PUTRI: WTF!?
(JX points to laptop screen)
(which apparently has a picture of HER on tile)


PUTRI: *LAUGH OUT LOUD. BEAMS. AND SMILE LIKE A COMPLETE RETARD.* THANK YOU FOR MAKING MY DAY. REALLY THANK YOU CHABO!
JX: OI! RETARD SIA YOU.
(looks closely to my screen.)
JX: ARLERR... its that famous actress right.. *in her cina accent* AOD-RAY HEPBURN ahh.
PUTRI: LOL. YEAH LA GENDENG! *smacks her butt!* that was for calling her a retard! she haunt you then u know.
JX: *stares closely into the screen again* BUT REALLY EH... look alike look alike!
PUTRI: HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA. MORE UNCONTROLLABLE LAUGHTER. THANK YOU(:
JX: *walks away* i know i made your day. later i find you batman. then ask him to ask you in a hand in marriage ok! then u will owe me a lifetime worth of lunch treats and beer.
PUTRI: WTF! batman like your friend only ah... random sia you! go do your work la!


just another day in the office full of "adult" humor and yadayada~

SHANGRI-LA was a nice experience.
we were there since 1AM till 9.55AM.
All the music to our ears. All the new faces.
i was the youngest. thankfully they were a nice bunch.
i tried to stay wide awake through out so that i wont miss all the fun.
but as the sun greets us, my eyes failed me and i cuddled you tight and we drifted to dreamland till about 7.15AM.

THEN more pointless fun.
and POOF! it was time to check-out.
PICTURES? YOU WAIT.
hahahaha.



OIIIIIII! LETS GO LONDON OIIII!

see that bangla at the background. he's Adam Bloody Hot.
DUN TOUCH THIS! heh.
front man. he's syu's. DUN TOUCH TAT TOO.



It's not everyday
That I meet a person quite like you
Perfect every way
I finally found the nerve to confess that it's you - that I want
I don't care if I act a fool
I would damn near beg for you
Put aside, all my pride
So don't keep me hanging here
Cause this girl is falling stupid for you...
Oh, oh stupid for you...

The proper thing to do
Is for me to act like a lady and wait
For you to make the first move

But I don't think you're getting the point
That it's you - that I want
I don't care if I act a fool
I would damn near beg for you
Put aside, all my pride
So don't keep me hanging here
Cause this girl is falling stupid for you
Oh, oh stupid for you

Why's it always feel like I am
Chasing love when nothing's there
And here I go just making the same mistakes...

I've fallen stupid for you...
Oh, oh stupid for you...
Oh, oh, oh, oh


OKAY. ITS JUST CAUSE SHE IS HOT.
and it is SO Chick Pop.
heh.

OH SAY WHAT YOU WANT TO SAY.
AND DISGRACE TOWARDS THE APPRECIATION OF GREAT HIP HOP MUSIC I SHALL BE.
BUT THIS SONG IS THE SHHHIIIIIIITTTTT!

now now now. let's just keep this between us yeah?
HOHO.

Shawty got low low low low low low low low.............

JX I HATE YOU. its all your fault! now i addicted to M&M number one ring tone.
ALAMAK!


its just a phase. its just a phase. promise promise. haha.

NAQIB..... OH YEAH HOR! tat video didnt cross my mind at all. it is much more similar.

NURES..... OIIIII RINDU PUNYE RINDU!!!


SYU! OLI SYU!



this is random. but can i do this again please?
time stop! time stop!


AND I MISS HIM MAD!

i heard he is in serangoon JC. MEANING screw riverside for teachers days. SJC... HERE I COME AH! haha.

so this was what happened during lunch YESTERDAY.

MFM: PUTRI it's just me and you today. Let's go lunch!
ME: yeah lah.. the designers all left me already. BOO.
(made our way to favourite blue boy)
ME: i hungry la!
MFM: i can hear your tummy growling.
(me checks tummy and nodded)
ME: HAHA. you la bring me lunch so late.
MFM: got work rightt.... we go near near! club 9! let's go.
ME: can can.. HUNGRY!!!
(reached lunch destination)
ME: FINALLY. (SLAM THE CAR DOOR)
MFM: eh relax la...
(walk a bit to reach club 9)
MFM: ALAMAK! MONEY!
(runs back to car and get money)
MFM: OKAY CAN! 5bucks. just nice!
ME: ALAMAK! i tot can blanja! LOL.
MFM: HAHAHA. CAN LA CAN LA.
ME: aiyahhh... nemind la. kidding kidding.
(rushed to the malay stall to buy mee rebus. out of no where MFM came)
ME: auntie one mee rebus.
MFM: auntie one nasi lemak
AUNTIE: mee rebus $3
MFM: AUNTIE AUNTIE. PAY TOGETHER!
ME: ALAMAK BEST LA! HAHAHA.
MFM: PUTRI MAH.. MUST BLANJA LA.


OOOOOOO... SWEEETTT! (:
MFM is SO MFM.
and syu... i still have er.. till the end of my attachment at least. HEHEHE.
AND DAYANA. i love this. look how starstruck we were?


AYE CARUMBA!

Where are we going?
please give me an ending.

notice how rapid fast time pass? when you really REALLY don't want it to.
(other than the fact i WANT this 2 months of attachment to pass by like THE FLASH)
I really wish time would stop.
simply because. I'm not ready. Not ready for anything and everything.
half of my lifetime, the answer is "i dunno".
i wish i had the answers to everything. i wish i could trust my guts. i wish that every decision i make is the right one.
i wish for the unreal. the impossible.

I hear that you have to make the mistake to learn.
WHAT IF.. i dun ever learn. WHAT IF.. i continue to make the same mistakes over and over again.

i have so many questions in this life i just leave unanswered. not that i dun want an answer. because because.. i'm not mature for the answer. and that leaves me vulnerable beyond words. so so weak. so fragile.

i need that knight in shining whatever.
and NO! it can be a girl. i just need someone to understand u know.
something like this..


I had a talk with boss man today.
A Good one.
He has been wit his girlfriend for TEN YEARS! and they are getting married come the end of this year. (which makes him uber faithful.)
AND mind you he is trilingual, HOT and LOADED and HE SENDS ME HOME WHEN HE STAYS AT TANJONG PAGAR and everything worth being called a "pujaan hati".

so that makes him MFM. (go figure that out)
HAHA. OOOOOHHHHH.... watever putri.
did i say he has a hot indo-chinese accent?
okay. i just did.
OOOOOOOOO........


OKAY. REALLY. you cant blame me because being single for god knows how many god knows months, I tend to sound desperate and practically going goo-goo-ga-ga over god knows how many guys at the same time?..
BUT ACTUALLY... im not la.
yall should know pujaan hatiku (:


see im faithful too. HEHE.



I've chosen this fate. So for all the damage and guilt that will befall me, i shall gladly go through it like a lady. that is my promise to myself.

So i really hope when i need u the most, you'd be here for me.
cos i know.. i can't do it alone.
alter-ego, be my savior.

okay really. what you have been reading this few days may not even be addressed to you. then again please remember that u will never know who I'm referring to. because only i do.

SO! Let's see how well we know one another. Shall we? (:



sexy legs.
intellectual.
intelligent.
have her mind of her own.
pretty faced.
sweet.
beautiful smile.
kind.
loves rabbits and cats.
sporty.
nice figure.
understanding.
PERFECT!

all part of the cliche. your walking living barbie doll? OH PLEASE.
keep dreaming boy.
no wait. i dun have a thing against ambitions and dreams. trust me i do have few of my own. just dun go boasting around about the unreal. control the ego.


and for the record,
when everyone wishes for the fugitive to be caught.
i wish for him to be free.
because in this life... many things are often left unjustified and prejudice exist.

he is unarmed. he wont hurt.
at least that is what i think.



Oh Dear Adam...
If only you knew what her heart is silently beating for,
Like her second-storey moments,
OH what seems like all miracles in the world is answered in your eyes,
Then maybe England to Here ain't very far.
But here we are stuck in Neverland.
i know this doesn't make any sense.
OH ADAM.....

Sélectionnez-moi, Choisissez-moi, Aimez-moi.
pour vous sont le seul qui crée toute la joie en ce monde.

OLIVER twisted! ADAM bloody HOT!

HISTORY

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