i told you this life is NOT perfect.
Wednesday, March 05, 2008 ( 9:43 AM )
Where are we going?
please give me an ending.
notice how rapid fast time pass? when you really REALLY don't want it to.
(other than the fact i WANT this 2 months of attachment to pass by like THE FLASH)
I really wish time would stop.
simply because. I'm not ready. Not ready for anything and everything.
half of my lifetime, the answer is "i dunno".
i wish i had the answers to everything. i wish i could trust my guts. i wish that every decision i make is the right one.
i wish for the unreal. the impossible.
I hear that you have to make the mistake to learn.
WHAT IF.. i dun ever learn. WHAT IF.. i continue to make the same mistakes over and over again.
i have so many questions in this life i just leave unanswered. not that i dun want an answer. because because.. i'm not mature for the answer. and that leaves me vulnerable beyond words. so so weak. so fragile.
i need that knight in shining whatever. and NO! it can be a girl. i just need someone to understand u know.
something like this..
