PROFILE

On a whole different note,


RANDY: (Standing ovation)
PAULA: Its like movie soundtrack (i can't agree more)
SIMON: A karaoke session to a breathe of fresh air.

What more is there to say?
I can't help but be hooked.


David Cook - Always be My Baby

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'll let you fly
'Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die no....


You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Oh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby


I aint gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
'Cause you know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no


You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Oh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby


I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder
I know that you'll be back baby
Oh baby believe me it's only a matter of time


You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Oh darling, 'cause you'll always be my, my baby

She waited for me early Saturday morning. Hidden in the dark, she sat at the corner of the sofa. Obviously, i got a little nervous and went up to her smiling hoping that she doesn't say a word. True enough, she didn't, but you could see it in her eyes, she wasn't please. Still i thank my lucky stars she wasn't furious and decided to give her a light peck on her cheek and whispered "i love you, goodnight". Clearly i was just avoiding being nagged at. She sensed that and gave me the benefit of a doubt and accepted it as good gesture. She went straight into her room without saying a word and i gave a sigh of relieve.

The very next morning i was awoken by the repeated bellowing of my name. It was her calling. She was ill. I had a sudden rush of panic.

Often enough, i neglect my priorities. I set them straight. Family before fun. But often then most i get them all messed up. However, at that very moment i knew that i cant forever in my life press the snooze button to my responsibilities. Being the only child doesn't mean, easy life. I understood long ago that i have to be responsible for my parents. They have given me their all and the least i could do is spear them my time and be there when they need me. Instead of making them worried sick for me half of their life, make them proud of me. Believe me, i know. But sometimes when everyone's having the time of their life, you cant help but be apart of it.

I blame myself for being a useless daughter. but i made a vow to change. Set things right, be a better daughter if not an excellent one.

I pen this down not to gain sympathy but to be my constant reminder that I have to change. Hopefully these aren't just words.

Oh, for those of you who actually read, she is doing better now. I'm glad i spend the weekends with her(:



i love you mama.

i fall again into this space even i can't bare.
because no one notice,
because no one really cares.
YET..

at least i can turn to you and gobble polarpuffs and share stupid little secrets.
and forget every other shit that happens around me.
your that true angle in disguise.
the apple of my eyes.
(:



HOHO.

and i've not seen CHEEBAI for the lonnngggessstttt time.
im starting to miss her. and furthermore she is like this makcik with backache which is not getting any better. OMG. GET WELL SOON NURESAH!

have you been to the clinic?

it's like when we don't meet for the LONGEST TIME
we meet and its like
we take puffs and let go.......
in this trance only we both understand(:
like CK stand for Charles and Keith as well as Calvin Klein?
HOHO



IM SORRY WE COULDN'T DO MACAROONS and u keep seeing them everywhere.
they had to be "MACAM FAHAM!" (KNN!)
and I HAD TO BE BROKE. (NABEI!)
we go DEMPSY! (YAY YAY YAY!)

i adore cute baristas(:
and she adores POKOK(:(:

aku sudah rindu banget......





unlike many, my ITP experience was AWESOME(:
I want my big sisterS, MFM, Mr.ABC, DADDY DANNY, Miss Apple-bottom-jeans, Alex Green, NISSAN and VICKS!

I miss my doses of HOT mid-aged females and ESPECIALLY MALES.



OK SUDAH, CUKUP CUKUP!
TAMAT.

and for my love and appreciation of food.
i will NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER NEVER EVER NEVER NEVER EVER AGAIN taste

WASABI(if you are a good friend, you'd know that)
and
GREEN TEA MUAHCHEE

to kill my tastebuds EVER AGAIN!
and to think i love everything green tea. GREEN TEA MUAHCHEE. WAS A KILLER!


eerkkkkk YUCK!




thanks ahhhh syuuuu......

the score is 1:1
& it stops there.

HAHA.

MCing was fun!
i'm still figuring out the whole "smoke machine" thing thou.
and i officially have an obsession with white shorts(:
OOOOOOOooooo......



OH and Leehan and Fanny made me feel like i had superpowers like Matt Parkman(:





ain't he a cute charmer(:

I'm either too preoccupied for this
OR
I'm either too lazy for this.

eitherways, i've not been updating and i think that people don't actually care?
HAHA.

its my last week of being everyones favourite intern
(HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA NYEAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA)
and excited i am it is actually ending, at the same time... i'm gonna miss this much. i mean.. this the birth place of my addiction to apple bottom jeans and boots made of fur, the sanctuary of good looking women, HOT over-aged man and geeks that actually look really good and not to mention the place i pluck up courage to say words like "FUCK LA" "KAN-NI-NAH CHEEE-BYYY" "NAAAA-BEY!" (:

SO REALLY...i'm not being some exaggerated drama-mama when i say I'm gonna miss this place like FUCK!

HAHAHAHA

NOW NOW NOW.. there is more to this place then just vulgarities and HOTNESS.

HISTORY

SWEET ESCAPE