"jgn nangis dong, nanti batal puasanya.."
Thursday, September 04, 2008 ( 10:58 PM )
I seriously LOVE the new layout i made for you sweetie(:
AND SO Ramadan is taking its toll on me. For the fact I'm such a weakling,(not physically but more emotionally) I've been weeping a lot lately. Mainly due to the books I bury myself with and even more so, when i sit alone at the balcony thinking of all the sins I've done lately.
I wish i was a better person,
a better daughter,
a better Muslim.
I cry and cry just thinking of how I've not lived up to my own expectations. Thankfully, she came to my rescue. My dear Alice. She comfort me with her wise words and blurt out her random indo humor and almost instantly, i feel better. She has this effect on me-she just know what to say. For that I'm truly grateful i have you in my life. Like seriously.
FYI: Alice is my 4-year long bibik. We've been through our ups and downs. Almost like siblings, we have our fair share of arguments and differences. But lately, we've been on each others good side. If you know me well enough, you'd know i use to complain a lot bout her. But being that long lost sister i never had, its like that malay saying, "Air dicencang takkan putus."
cheyyy..well enough said. i really needed to pen this one down.
